So I accepted the job! This morning as I was going to work I was crying because I just didn't want to be away from the kids so much. So I talked to my mom who calmed me down by telling me how normal and instinctual it is to want to be with your kids. I knew God wanted me to take the position but I was just having a hard time obeying. So I went in and told them I would accept the position. I then asked if there was anyway I could work 28 hours instead of 30...and she said sure! I know that sounds stupid, only two hours less, but that means I can work four days of seven hours rather than have two days where I am working eight hour days. Praise God!